this rocky path WILL smooth out

[zig]

[bI]t's not that we can't do it alone, it's just easier with the support of someone we love.[/b]

thanks labug - and thanks for the hug. i am recognizing that it's part of the grieving and that it's okay to feel this and work through it quietly.

part of what i'm dealing with is that i don't want to ask anyone for help but will probably have to, and that makes me feel horribly vulnerable. i don't want to feel vulnerable - and that's my defensive side...

so working through this on several levels...

thanks for being here:)

zig