We had a text exchange today about my medical results. Used the phrase "we'd be up to our neck in bills by now" I didn't know if I should point that out and was considering and then he double texted...that's new. I replied and said we huh? Nice to know you'd be paying my bills. and then replied to his other question. Part of me just wanted to point out his syntax that he saw himself still "in the boat with me" I know I shouldn't read into subtext. And of course he didn't reply to that HAHA
now that S's appointments are out the way and I've had the info about health back I'm going dim. I'll still be friendly. I'm not going to sabotage the fact that he still wants to be my friend. I feel a lot more confident about assuming that role now that I'm not okay with some of his choices...because he's no longer the object of my desire (not at the moment) and he's no longer on that pedestal.
