Augh. He's being cold and distant again. It just drives me nuts. I hate that he can't even really talk to me anymore. I hate this. I just wish he could be pleasant for once.

It's really frustrating. I feel like why should I bother. After we had that convo (a mistake, I know) last weekend, he said that it was inevitable that we would split up because he feels like I can't change. Well, he doesn't even seem to want to try to change! I don't think the problem is that I can't change, but more that he won't change. It's infuriating that I have to make all of this effort when he's already decided that he's done. He doesn't have the b@lls to end it, but is trying to make me miserable so I do it for him.

Well, I'm not going to make it easy for him. I'll have to just keep plugging on, doing what I'm doing and hope he gets with the program.


M:29
H:30
M:2.5 years
T:13 years
No kids
EA:11/2011
PA:01/2012
Bomb:02/2012
H starting another EA, I had enough and we seperate: 03/08/2012
Trying to decide what I want for a change...