In the middle of painting the walls, I had a realization. I remembered a interaction that H and I had. I was on the phone and was laughing very loudly at whatever a friend said. H said "You don't laugh like that with me" kind of hurt. This was years ago...

I know that he has gotten jealous over a male coworker of mine, once I saw that, I stopped talking to the coworker (my husband was always more important to me) but I don't think H really noticed I did that.

So now that we aren't really talking at the moment. And I feel hurt about the cheating... And if divorce really does mean that they need space. Do I talk to him on the phone or wait for our encounters in person?

I am going to work on being smiley happy when I see him.


Me& h + S
M: 13 t: 14

H moved 2/12. Own apt 05/12, EAs, PAs, gfriends, oh my!
I'm done. 12/12

"I get knocked down, but I get up again.. you're never gonna keep me down" Chumbawumba