Fuzz, my wife has been doing this for the last several months. She doesn't want to hear anything about staying married and seems to move toward the people that are telling her she needs to be happy. To be honest, that is what I want for her, but even after these several months, I still cannot understand how someone can be so cold to another human being.
I feel so betrayed even after several months. I have been able to detach to a point, but there is not a minute that goes by that I don't think, 'why? or how?
Even though she knew how important marriage and family was to me, she still went through marrying me twice. (once in hospital in front of father and the originally planned one) If you are wondering, we married 6 months early because father was not going to make it. He actually passed away that evening.
she gave me the most wonderful gift by offering to do this. We got married again in front of family and friends, then 6 months after this, she tells me that it was all a mistake, and we arent supposed to be together.
What in the world goes through her head?
Sorry for rambling, but it actually makes me feel a little better. There is a very good possibility that I won't see my SD again, and even a better one that I will never again have the possibility of having my own children. How in the world would I ever trust someone again after this?
