Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Called a lawyer today because I want to protect myself from H's crazy antics and I want to do whatever I can to keep kids from OW. I am not concerned that she would harm them but it is not healthy and honestly I want to do whatever I can to break this cycle of dysfunction. H will be ticked if I get a temporary order set in place but I guess he needs to deal with reality. He made his bed now he can lie in it.

Beautiful day. Treated myself to ice cream for lunch now soaking up the sun watching D play soccer. S had an out of town soccer game so H took him to that. Very relaxed right now. Need to hang onto these zen moments.