Another day H has not gotten in contact with kids. Its very abnormal. All i can imagine is that he has really gone deep with OW (no pun intended) and is in the throes of happiness and bliss. Its not that I want to contact him and I wont, but am blasted by this. Has my going dark set him free?

Tomorrow is our 11th year anniversary. its hard to not get down about the life we had promised each other and now this is where we are. I fear its too late.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home