After having a 2 1/2 yr relationship end, then my 5 year M, now a 3 yr relationship, about the only thing I am convinced of is that something must be wrong with me. I'm losing out on the years that I should be settling down, I'm missing any chance to have kids (guess it's a good thing I was never set on having any), watching all my friends and family succeed where I cannot. I am so tired of starting over. It gets harder each time, not better. I feel like there are more pieces to pick up each time, and I can't find them all anymore. The wounds never heal, they just scar over, and then the scars get reopened.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
