WAW within 9 months of wedding

[FuzzyBear]

The coldness of the short message exchange about plane tickets is keeping me awake and it's 3AM. With NC, I can barely get by day to day. Once I have contact, I miss the old R with WAW and become a devastated wreck again.

Where did all the warmth go? When will WAW fog lift? Why am I concentrating on WAW so much again?

On the GAL front, I had beers with my brother. I got to sleep at a reasonable hour. If only I can get back to sleep...