CV, take a good look at the process that Brit went through to get where she is now.

Please stop focusing on all the cr@p that your H is dishing "on" you... because that is only your perception...

It is your perception that has you stuck...

A lot of what I see still, is circular conversation that comes back to what your H did TO you...

Change the game so that he not only wants to continue to be with you... but would climb mountains and cross seas to stay with you...

I don't think you're that person he would do those things for...

sadly... I don't think you WANT to be...

because in your mind... you still didn't do anything wrong...