That's why I need to either find out the total truth or keep it as it is and stop the internal noises.

She seems genuine with me though. That's the problem. With how I read into things it doesn't seem that I would think her affection was genuine. But then again, I could totally be blinded by it because it's what I want.

I'll give it some time and see if I can shut down the voices of doubt. In the meantime I'm working on bettering me.

Me:42
W:43
M:03/08/98
SD17, D13
Found out about affair:12/16/10
Found out again: 06/22/12
Split: 06/22/12