Journal Update: I did really well last night. I didnt really dwell on it. I went out with some friends and worked out. I am still emotionally a mess but i did fairly well yesterday.

This morning i went and stopped by my house for the first time since friday. I knew my wife would not be home since she worked early today. I came in played with my dog and left pretty quickly. I was kind of saddened to see my home was kind of a mess. I kind of assumed that my wife would go on a crazy cleaning spree. I am not sure how to make of it.

However, i need to keep moving along. I finally sent a email out about a rental house. I am progressing

M:33
W:32
Married 10/28/07
C: B13 G10 (Both from different relationships)
12/30/09 Bomb
Divorce Busted 2/04/10
5/15/12 Bomb 2