Hey Mish..
I was sorry to hear about your friend and that youve been having such a hard time. I guess everyone on this board can relate to that at one point or another. Ive been hold up pondering but just wanted to drop a note and let you know I was thinken of ya...

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...