I hope you had a nice easter too, raindeer, thanks for checking up on me.
Well time for an update.
Things are going well, for the most part. I don't know.....sometimes it seems like things are getting a litllt too comfortable and i keep waiting for the other shoe to drop!!! However, i find that if i just breathe and stop the panic, that nothing happens!!!
Today is H's 29th birthday. I think he had a good day, and since it's a public holiday, it meant he had the day off work. I got him an x box and a frame photo of us for his gift, and he really loved it all. Funny, it's his b day, and yet today, he had my car cleaned and cooked the dinner and helped with the house work. Granted i'm a little ill at the moment, but H has been great.
We had a really great time over the weekend.
He starts his C for depression tomorrow, and i think that this will be a trying time for us both, but also well worth it. After he's been doing that for a few weeks, then we'll start MC.
I still get frustrated and angry and scared, but i'm mostly OK!
Thanks for listening and i hopw you are all doing well.
