THE SHOW MUST GO ON #2

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Trusting,
The pace at which your X might--MIGHT--progress will be very slow. There are many years of life to live.

We have been in this now for over 5 years. That is a significant chunk of life.

I can say that a new R has showed me what I was missing. I found myself thinking today that I feel cherished. Not disposable.

I might be able to forgive X, but this feeling of being an annoying, disposable person to him is one that I would have a very, very hard time getting past.