thinking on new life w/o X

[forward]

X sounds miserable. New Woman is having some serious problems and I am not sure how much longer she will be around. X is at the hospital almost constantly.

He has agreed to slightly change his schedule for D. Just when I think he's making some progress in approaching D, he has an emergency with New Woman.

Every now and then I still get flashes of resentment towards X. Today is one of those days. I wish i could come to terms with this anger.

ML, I'm sure X will find another girlfriend as quickly as possible after New Woman passes. But the thing is, she and OW will probably be the fantasy women of fantasy Lives That Could Have Been.

As far as Forward? Just disposable and annoying.