GAL is so important for me to feel good about myself. It's for me. That's how I will become a cheerful, positive and fun person that someone wants to be with.

Exercise is the only thing so far that gets me into a GAL frame of mind. Typically after exercise I am motivated to organize meet ups with friends and do some of those things that make me feel good about myself (eg car racing).

Lack of sleep is keeping me from exercise. The loneliness and "cold" home keeps me awake. I must force more exercise into my schedule as that has helped with sleep in the past.

Taking stock of my GAL daily. I'm starting to discount from GAL after work drinks at the pub. Most days are just that.

But in the last week, I have caught up with many friends that I haven't seen in months and organized BBQ. Last night, I finally took the plunge and bought some car parts that I have wanted but put off since M.

I might buy a new TV and furniture now...

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