Snodderly is right - it's the having to deal with the finances and such that really takes a lot out of you right now. It does actually get better when you aren't having to make decisions you didn't want to make. Every day. The waiting is difficult for a while. It gets better though, and more quickly than you might think.
It's good that you have some good days. Before you know it, you'll have two in a row and then three and then...
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."