This weekend went as the last month has.Sat family went to D game in morning after that S10 and I worked on getting pool open.W came down and did some clean up work to the area.Sunday more kid activities until midafternoon then more yard work.
Monday is one of my days to meet the school bus for kids.W gets home couple of hours later.GAL has been hard for me so I was going to go out after W got home to give her some space, as per her request, I would rather be home with kids & W. Well kids come out and say W said they could go swimming I asked if mom was coming out to watch them, I was told W was making supper. My response was I guess your not going swimming then.Kids tell mom that dad wont watch them.W ask me why I wont watch them swim.This is where I had to say I was gonna go out for awhile, isn't that what you asked me to do, not be around house as much, give you space?Could tell this stuck a nerve.No response from W. So I asked again Isnt that what you want.Do what you want was W answer.
I stayed and let kids go swimming, was that wrong? After swim suppertime W did not seem irrataed, was pleasent meal.When we where alone later I said I was not trying to be difficult with her and was just trying to give her space and time she asked for but was having hard time figuring out when to do that, with everything that needs to be done with kids and property maintance.Wondered if there where times that she would like to be givin this space and time, she told me she couldnt really think of certain times.Rest of night went well small talk about things that intrest us both.
I want to ask her, but wont, why the is no touching between us, after the bomb drop all contact stopped.I dont want to push her on this but also dont wanna try mind read either. I dont know just letting my mind wonder i guess
