He changed his attitude. I felt like I was going to lose him and that made me re evaluate. I started seeing my own issues rather than just being angry with him. I felt like we should have worked on things. I don't know.
Yes things might be the same. Things might be worse. Things might be better. Can you really live in fear? And that stop you from taking the chance? To me I thought I can't look back and say I wish I would have said hang on wait a minute. I was more afraid of not admitting my feelings then letting it slip away and say we wouldn't work.
and maybe that's my problem I always live in hope. I always dream. If I had more lines in the sand like him it would be easier to say..yep I did x,y,z so that's it. Instead of thinking anything is possible.
