CV - have you considered moving your thread to the WAS forum? You might get more of the support you are needing and looking for over there.

If you hit the "notify" button in the lower right hand corner of your post and ask the moderators to move your thread over there, I'm sure they'd be happy to do that for you.

Otherwise, keep posting here and we will chime in when we have something that seems relevant for you.

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Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife