Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

You are right, Lio. Everything just knocked me for a loop yesterday. It's just seeing the photographic evidence shocked me. I didn't think he would be that inconsiderate. He is capable of anything and frankly I cannot trust him whatsoever. His world is crumbling, but he can't see it. Everyone else can, but he can't. And he is going to get desperate and start clinging. I need to protect myself.

Myself, hmmm..I am trying to remember who I am. Who I was before I got married. I am in search of myself. I miss the fire and spunk I used to have. I have gotten far too wrapped up in being a mom and wife. I need to step off this crazy train!!!! DETACH!!! IT IS NOT EASY!!