Well, i finally have a bit of time to give you all an update on the saga that is m life!!!
In the last episode, H had just declared that much wished for phrase ILY and i was very happy to hear it. The next monday i recieved a parcel from h, and inside was some stuff i needed from home + a gift and a valentines card. The card had a very touching message in it and was sent well before he told me verbably ILY, but it was written there in his hand writing!! I was both surprised and thrilled. H then arranged to come and visit me over the valentines weekend, and for the most part we had a really nice visit. There where a couple of tensions, but we handled them well.
I'm now back home, got back last friday, and yesterday i think was the TURNING POINT. Every thing in my life seems to be going well. Work is heading in the direction i want, and i got some very positive feedback on that yesterday. H and i had lunch together, before H's job interview, and guess what? He got the job!!!!
I tell you, i haven't had such feelings of love for my H in so long that it was incredible!! I was totally consumed by feelings of passionate love for my H and i tell you it really showed, yesterday i felt so very very happy!!
Today.... well i know that it is going to take alot of hard work on both our parts. I had my C session to day and he helped me to clarify what i need from H at this point. He also raise some very interesting points in that he thinks that H my be very dependant on me, thus why when i was away with work, thoses who know my stich will understand what that means, things kinda fell apart for my H......this is something that we need to work on as a couple.
Right now, i'm going to get back on the DB wagon and now i think i will be able to ask for what i want, as i really feel that this has now become a team sport!!!
I'm optimistic about the future, i know that we have a long road, but i think that we're going to get the. My PMA is so high i think that i can fly!! Funny though, it's all me and no much to do with H, it all comes from me making me happy!!
I know that i haven't really gave you much details, but i will, promise. For now, i just want to enjoy this joy and share it with all of you, my friends!
