Sadly Returning

[Hopingtomakeit]

Journal Entry: I had a interesting night. I am not sure whats going on or not. Hopefully, someone can give me a little insight I think i am reading these things with rose colored glasses.

So, the other night i was trying to log into my bank account to check our funds. I had forgotten the password and got locked out of the bankaccount for nor remembering it.

She found out about this today when she logged in. She then called me 7 times and left me a couple of texts. (I was not ignoring her. I just didnt notice the phone ringing.) We then had this talk.

w: Did you try and log into the bank account and freeze it up? I tried calling but apparently you arent going to answer

m: Sorry, i didnt hear you call. Ya, it tried to log in twice and failed. I didnt know i froze.

W: I could have just given it to you. Do you need to know something about the account?

M: Just watching the money to make sure everything is ok. Im sure you would have let me know if it wasnt but i was curious.

W: YYa, i would let you know. Right now there is $175.00 in there. Not sure if any gas is pending.

H: Ok, i would like it still if possible. Sorry, that you had to call.

W: Its ok, I will have the bankers set up a password and user ID for you tommorow. Are you planning on coming back on monday?

M: Yes, D and I will be there on monday. I may come over on sunday and unpack and do some laundry. I am still playing it by ear. Why did you call me so many times?

w: because i thought you werent picking up on purpose. I dont want things to get ugly between us.

M: I dont want that either.

W: where are you staying? If you dont mind me asking?

M: I am living with Tree (my best friend). I wanted to be close incase you were sick.

w: I heard you talk to our friend dan. I can understand that i guess


w: You dont have to do that I appreciate that you care but it isnt fair for you to have to worry about that

m: Tree is a good palce for me. Yes, i have spoken to dan.

W I will not call you if you if i get sick

w: I dont want you to worry about that.

w: I guess at some point we should talk about where we go from here.

M: Whenever you want to is fine.

...short pause:::::

W: Have you liked being alone and spending time with the guys?

M: It was a different experience. There are good parts and bad parts.

W: Ok, well i guess we can talk more on sunday if you come over to do laundry.

M:Thats fine. Why dont we meet at the beach? We can take a walk and talk.

W: 9?

M: Sounds Good. I will let you know if anything changes.

W: Ok..Do you plan on depositing your check friday? I am only asking so i can figure out the rest of the bills.

M: I am not sure. I have a couple of leads on a house and i may need to give them some money. However, if i dont need it for that. I was going to deposit it in good faith until we talk about the plan.

M: Last but not least if you get sick. This is no one else to call but me. I will always be there for you regardless of where i live.


........There is a good 10-15 minutes with no response

W: I appreciate that but you shouldnt have to worry about me...I would request that you not put any money down on a house without at least discussing it with me first because we still have joint bills that need to be paid.


:::i dont respond for 10 -15 minutes:::::

M: I dont think this conversation should happen via text

W: Fine

M: Its not a issue that needs to be resolved today.



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So, that was the talk. My first thought was she is very interested and this is great. However, now i see more of her looking for a end, i am really not sure how it will go down.

Any insight would help