May I hijack your thread HAP, I just wanted to thank Accuray for that post about being a second choice. I am glad to have read that, I am undergoing the same line of thinking and actually am starting to have self esteem issues. This helps!
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go