Sadly Returning

[Hopingtomakeit]

Journal: Woke up this morning around 5. I must have been dreaming because i was in a bit of a panic. I couldnt sleep and still trying to GAL. I am really struggling with the doing whats best for me and not whats best for W. Thats kept me up all morning. I think read some Divorce Remedy and just tried to stay positive.

I thought i was good when i left for work. I was upbeat and ready to start a brand new day. However, my emotions got the best of me. She however finally texted me.

W "How are you doing"

M:"i am doing ok. I spent some quality time with the guys. How are you?"

W: Doing Ok. Just wanted to check on you."

M: NP, thanks for checking in.


Then the talk was done. I guess ill have to wait to see if more texts come. Hopefully, soon she will want to talk.