Grace - I did learn a lot this weekend I had a quick read over my thread and just Friday morning I was wrestling with my anger over his R with SS. Then the text on Friday night that I was uncomfortable with his "very busy weekend" Fast forward to slight excitement over his pursuit to see me Sat night and that interaction to the downhill of garage drama on Sunday.
Things that I am not going to do today:
-google Rebound Relationship - emotional stages and how long do they last (okay fine I did that already....it's certainly a rebound but he could choose to be unhappy in that R forever just like he did with me)
I will say when I saw him Saturday he was in old ripped jeans, he needs a haircut, he was dirty. I know he'd had car trouble and had been helping her move but I just thought wow, that honeymoon phase didn't last long..you're wearing THOSE jeans around her.
Also she's the one causing you to have a labor instensive weekend, where before I was the drama, I was the headache and she was fun.
When they met I knew she was needy, second date she's talking about travelling overseas together and he was like woah. She went on vacation abroad a week later and emailed him multiple times a day. She texted non stop. He was LOVING the attention. But at some point the man who wanted space, independence and to be his own person might push back against that. And someone THAT needy can't be TOO okay with a man who has a close R with his W that he separated from 4 months before you met. Oh yeah and you were the first girl he went on a date with. /endrant
-not going to text him something funny about the dog (something I considered doing but did not)
I am going to try my best and hardest to come to terms with the fact that he is not tied to me in any way. We are both individual people with lives separate from each other.
It's odd to me that I think/obsess/worry about him more now that I probably ever did while we were together or even dating.
