Pamela replies, as she pulls a fish skeleton out of her mouth.... "Uh, No."
Actually, Betsey, not at all. H has been home all morning, and I couldn't get to the computer. Another snow day here! I have hardly worked at all since the new year began.
Not too much major going on here. Last night H called on his way home from work- I had left him a message that the place he was going to after work was closing down early because of the snow. He called to say that he left work early, so he thought he'd stop off at the gym instead. I said, "o.k." Apparently he is not used to this agreeable Pam, so he quickly asked if I had made dinner. I said I had, so he said he'd come straight home. I assured him that I had no problem with him going to the gym, and that his dinner would keep. He said, "well, then I'll go...but do you want to play a game when I get home?" I think that's cute. He's really trying, isn't he?
And, yes, we did play a game last night. And, this morning he came and layed a HUGE kiss on me after I ironed a pair of pants that he wanted to wear.
Is this silly, but I'm scared! Things are going well, and I am so afraid that I am being lulled into a false sense of security. Not purposely, mind you. I think he's really trying. I'm just frightened that he is going to say, "I tried, I put my heart into it, but I still ain't feelin' it...."
Sorry, gotta be honest here! I wonder if I will EVER feel secure???
