My Story So Far. Is this even worth saving?

[timbits]

Thanks, everyone. I went to the party, did have a little too much to drink, but held my tongue and had a great time. I'm suffering a little for it today, though.

Normally, when I'm not feeling the greatest (self-inflicted or otherwise), I tend to stay home and veg. Well, H wanted to go to a movie today and I decided to go, as well.

I've also made a decision. There's a support group for adult survivors of childhood sexual abuse tomorrow night. I'm going to go. Not sure if I'll share much, but I just need to talk to other people who have been going through what I have.

H doesn't think I can change. Well, I'm not irreparably damaged. I can improve myself. I can better myself. I can do this.