Was going to go to church today but found out from my W that her cousin was in town from Hawaii with their new baby and they were doing the baptism today. I called W this morning to talk to kids about next weekend and she told me about it. Going to take the kids down to Tampa to visit and old friend from college...his W used to live next to us and we set him and her up...they married 3 years later. So, my kids like going down there to see them...and to see their kids...pretty close with them. We'll stay in a nice hotel and maybe go to the Tampa zoo...should be a good Memorial day weekend...I need to get out of town with my babies...of course I yearn for my W to go because that's always when we were so happy...when we traveled...sigh...

Anyway, I chose not to go to church...which would have been a big 180 for me...because I knew it would have been too stressful for W. I did that for me...no one else, I'll go next week. I did however get some laundry done, worked out for 2 hours and washed and vacuumed my car...a great day, compared to yesterday. Now, gonna watch a little baseball on TV, shower and go shopping for my niece's (Ws sister) birthday...and groceries.

I feel good today.

Me:44, W: 39
D:16, D:14, D:11(special needs)
M:17, T:21+
Bomb:3/18/12
W contacted mediator for D:3/27/12
Separate since bomb
Mediation, signed agreement 5/17/12
No talk of D since mediation