Meredith, it's a strange thing to me, as we've yet to meet in person, but I miss you today! Hope you're having a great day. Just got back from seeing "The Butterfly Effect." It has my mind all in a whirl. I have been wondering if I would go back in time and change anything if I could. The catch is that you will then change your present. Even so, I am pretty certain I would go back and never meet my H. I know that this would take away everything in my life now, but I really feel it is what would be best for him. But, this could just be the mood I am in today. All the happenings on Betsey's thread have me feeling not quite up to par. I just wish I could make all this horrible pain stop for everyone.
Meredith, am I simple minded or what? That axe thing just cracks me up everytime! Guess it won't be so funny when I am taking my last breath, saying, "I thought it was a joke!" No, really... I will gladly pick YOU. Even with the additional little guy that comes with you. Newsflash, Mer, I am good with kids! I have to be, I live with H. ha ha See, I can laugh at myself and my sitch.
I will e-mail you with my phone #. Just please don't ask to speak to my mom if you call. I have a soft, young-sounding voice, and I get that all the time.
Thanks for your post. You too, Betsey. My H is now asking about you girls by name! He said he thinks it's great that I have my own little support group. Maybe that sounds condescending, but I know it is not intended that way. I wish he had one too. I'm sure we'd find our way out of this mess a lot quicker if he had the male versions of you two.
I think I'll go up to bed now. I like to get up extra early so I can have alone time in the morning.
Meredith, can it be any colder????? When I came in about an hour ago my car thermometer read -5. I feel like I'll never be warm again.
