You're not a horrible DB'er and you don't have to blame anything for getting anxious, you're perfectly entitled to. When you get a chance to stop and think, learn from this. Did it work? Was it closer to who you want to be? Did it bring him closer to you? And see if you can practice doing something different next time there's an opportunity.
Adinva 51, S20, S18 M24 total 6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out 9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50 5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend __ Happiness is a warm puppy.
