Good for you! It's sunny here, but I'm still in my bathrobe wandering around and trying to figure out what do to with my own information.
So I'm afraid I can't be of too much assistance here.
But I do want to say I'm glad you were able to talk about things with your H and have him really listen to you. And the part about him keeping his appts with the C but you not going is probably the best bet.
After all, how is it helping you if you're feeling anxious with each session? I can say that I honestly wouldn't feel very excited about going back.
I'm going to go clear up some things in my own place next.
Thanks for your input there too!
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."