Hey Bk, don't be sorry to post stuff like that. We've all been there or are there.
Try to keep focused on the things to be grateful for. That actually is your fastest way through this. His and your daughters as well. But more importantly yours. And that is very important at this point.
Keep at it and it gets more natural to be happy. Really, it does. There's a lot to be thankful for.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
