Cadet, I have read your posts regarding stages of MLC. But can you link the welcome post.
Its hard for me to read about the stages cause I just want them to be over. I had a busy day today but in the end I said good night to my girls on the telephone and that makes me sad. I try to remember how blessed I am that me and my kids are healthy and safe. I should be grateful that my parents and sister have been so wonderful during this difficult time. I should be grateful that my finances are okay but all I can focus on in missing my girls.
When I call I begin acting happy. Then H tells me what a great day they had and I start to feel like I missed out on time with my girls and I feel sad and its reflected in my tone on the phone. I go in the why is he doing this to our family mode.
Sorry trying to get it all out of my head by writing it here. I have another busy day tomorrow and my girls will be home Monday. I love them so much.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
