WAW texted to inform me that her grandfather had passed away overseas. I got on well with him but I doubt she remembers. I immediately phoned her to see if everyone was ok. She mentioned that she will attend funeral overseas. I tried to offer emotional support but WAW was distant. She was apparently talking on the phone in the car with siblings so it may have been awkward but never called me back. I guess OM is providing all the emotional support that she needs since lack of emotional connection is one of the many reasons that she left our M and used to justify A. I only asked how she was feeling, a little about the funeral and didn't try to pursue especially after the awkward silences

Also, bumped into WAW at the train station. She was running late but decided to have a chat to me. Updated me on the date she flies out, how she had been working late at work, her broken hair straightener and new glasses as contact lenses were making her eyes sore. I asked if she was crying but she said it was the air conditioning in the office. I complimented her on how good the glasses looked on her. Lack of compliments were another justification for A. I kept the complement very short and in a manner consistent to during dating and M so it didn't appear fake.

She was complaining about having no hair straightener for a few days whilst waiting for delivery of online purchased replacement. I offered her spare that is still at my house but she decided to buy a cheap one to use the next couple of days. Not logical but I guess she wants as little contact with me as possible (continues on from her not initiating contact with me generally).

Using LRT, I ended the chat early and said I've got to meet up with someone. WAW trapped me and asked if I was having coffee with colleagues. She felt that in M the coffee with colleagues was prioritized over her (even though this ritual is over 4 years old). I understand her point of view now but effectively made the same mistake by choosing coffee over chatting with her.

I had not seen her for about 4 weeks and see looked as beautiful as ever. Chatting to her felt like "normal". It really made me miss her.

GAL this weekend involved organising a BBQ cook out and also dinner with various friends. I will also try swimming and car maintenance.

H 34 W 27
M 9mth T 8
Separated 1/'12 ILYBNILWY
OM 2/'12