You are right. I was excited because he pursued. But I'm not changing how I act.
Not having expectations is difficult. As much as we try NOT to have expectations there's always expectations. Whether we expect it to go good or bad or whether we expect that we will be able to handle ourselves etc. I am doing my best to manage my expectations. And in doing that I'm learning that all I can control or expect is how I'LL act next time we see each other.
