Wife says it's to far gone

[shockeddad]

The last two days have been a roller coaster, I'm trying to detach myself, it's so hard and feels so wrong. I didn't say very much to at our sons t-ball game, just things about the kids. At first I just sat, I could see In the corner of my I, her kep looking at me. Then we ended up going out to eat with her mom, I did choose to ride in a separate car. She dropped the kids off this morning, don't think I said ten words, she did say see you Tuesday. She told her mom she was not going to family cabins next weekend. Did have to just call her about a couple bills, but made it short. Having a hard time stopping myself from picture her with another man, let alone having sex. Which I believe 100% has not happen. Makes me sick and hurts.