So... I'm trying to keep it all together. The latest drama- on top of acclimating to my return from Afghanistan, the D, juggling kids/ home /new career ( & a drastic pay cut)/ DBing...... The latest is that my mother's cancer has returned and was just rushed to the hospital for neurosurgery. Omg- I know thing could be worse.... But why... Is this some sick joke. My C said that I'm dealing with everything extremely well. Heck- what are my options? Either curl up in a ball and wait for the inevitable, or try to deal with it the best I can. My soon to be x says that she has noticed big changes, but she isn't ready to reconcile... & its possible she may never feel like it-She doesn't know if the changes are permanent . After 17 years , we relied on each other emotionally . Now, I need her more than ever for support and she is off being a waw.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
