do you think you can change? i've changed and my husband had told me previously that "people don't change". now, he's seeing the changes and has made positive comments, even one today.

i think you should go to the party with him tonight. would that be a 180 for you? to go to a party and have a good time and put your fears and anxiety in a compartment and make the most of the evening? you said it's "for a friend"? wouldn't it be good to do it for that friend and let it take some of your thoughts about yourself out of your mind for a while?

show him that you can still have a good time with people. show him how you can still have fun and good conversations. show him how good you look and smell when you go to parties.

just my thoughts. you may have a great time after all..!

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing