I'm quite anxious now. I had a day or two where I felt resolved and calm and was planning out the next chapter in my life.

Now people are criticizing my decision to move back and I don't really understand why. Why was it OK for other LBHs to go back to their homes, but not me?

I've lost hours and hours of sleep thinking about what a mistake it was to move back in the last time I did it. I have to go handle kid stuff. It felt good not caring how she feels for a while. I don't know how to think about this and come to the conclusion that you have.

I'm certainly not going to ignore the wisdom of sandi...


- All for the kids -
Me:34, W:35
M:7, T:13
S6, D3 + my D15 from previous marriage
July 2011 "I think I need a separation"
W filed D September
Currently living apart - she has the house, I rent a room