resisting because I had previously asked to borrow and then you and I had that talk about me testing him so I later told him not to worry about it.
Oh sure he's maintaining that connection. Did I tell you when I met him he had stuff in an ex's garage? We were married by the time he finally cleaned it out. Okay there were extenuating circumstances but I'm just saying don't read too much into that.
It's not driving me crazy. It hurts. I don't want to think of all things he might be doing with GF. Does he NEED to DB me? No, he knows I want to reconcile. Is he taunting me?
He's never asked me in the past if I want him to come by or even if I wasn't too busy. He's always just said how about I come by on monday? Or I'll come by on Wednesday? What days good later this week? He's never said if you want me too...there is a shift there and I'm just not sure what it is yet.
