I'm thinking about the ridiculous conversation I had last night. It was so not worth giving up part of my evening for it. I barely had time with my kids and I went to bed way too late. I'm going to pay all day today. I really wish I would have stuck to my plan to keep it business-like and avoid R talk. I knew in my gut I wasn't ready. I don't feel emotionally set back, which is good, but I showed my H more of them same, whether I was justified or not, so that moved us backward. We have business to take care of so I need to handle the next contact differently. It's so hard to be patient and except where we are. So many of you are so good at it.
