So just had a minor blow out with W. Some harsh words exchanged but I tried to be calm but did ask questions about our R and whether there is hope for the future, the usual stupid things that you should not do. She says we will never be together and she thinks hermoving out is for the best. I want to accept this and let her go but it is so hard. I really feel like if she goes that is the end of us. I worked rally hard at being distant and GAL and not talking about the R but it was a big backslide that basically proved to her that I have not changed at all. have I undone all my work from the last two weeks? How do I do this? It is too hard. I do not want her and the kids to leave. I dont think she will ever let me in again, she is too stubborn
