"He says he is afraid to talk to me because he doesn't want to hurt me, make me cry or mad, and that she is the only one of his "friends" that he could talk to without feeling judged or bad. Since D-day I have been emotional and distant, but still trying to work thru the emotions so I can see his point there. I feel like I'm constantly living in fear."
Blah blah blah. The fact is that he hasn't even made an attempt at working things out with you. He's still self-centered. It's still all about him.
Don't let that get you down. Instead, you have to remember that you have worth and you deserved to have him tell you the truth and be open. You're his W for goodness sake.
Him telling you that he couldn't be open to you, etc. is just another way of blaming you for his problems. You are a person of worth and you should never forget that.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
