Since yesterday's texts I've had no "direct" contact from H. He did comment on a FB status. But it wasn't flirty or anything.

Tonight I noticed out of nowhere that I feel more like myself than I have since maybe Jan? Maybe longer....I had a great evening with my son I'm looking forward to this weekend..he and I have a day out planned. I made a great meal and I just wasn't worrying or thinking or hurting.

I'm looking forward to when I notice that I've felt like this for days then weeks.

Earlier I said that in 2 months ago he mentioned that he had been unhappy that we were both were. I am hoping that the more he recognizes his unhappiness he will forgive me for walking away.