I'm hardly ever here anymore. I have just one poster that I keep up with...
Starsky is a friend of mine. I was intrigued by your reaction to him, and read a bit...
I'll reply more later, but...
I will add one point now. My GOODNESS. You cycle almost as much as I used to, and IN RESPONSE to HIM and/or HIS ACTIONS only. It makes for a miserable existence (at least for me it did).
You have no idea what kind of peaceful, serene, and happy days are within your grasp... When you, define who you are, and your desire for life, and accept no less.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.