Funny thing is I see H looking a bit jealous at times. Like the other day after I came home after soccer registration he hinted that perhaps I went somewhere else? Maybe because I left the house looking great with fresh makeup and fresh hair? : )
Last night he saw me on my phone and he kind of sneered at it. He has been looking over my shoulder a lot lately to see what I am doing on my phone. Usually when he is around I play Solitare or Angry Birds. He has always been resentful of my friendships with others and always angry whenever I would be on Facebook. Insecurity is peeking through. He doesn't like the loss of control.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
Funny thing is I see H looking a bit jealous at times. Like the other day after I came home after soccer registration he hinted that perhaps I went somewhere else? Maybe because I left the house looking great with fresh makeup and fresh hair? : )
Last night he saw me on my phone and he kind of sneered at it. He has been looking over my shoulder a lot lately to see what I am doing on my phone. Usually when he is around I play Solitare or Angry Birds. He has always been resentful of my friendships with others and always angry whenever I would be on Facebook. Insecurity is peeking through. He doesn't like the loss of control.
I've noticed H making weird looks toward my laptop, too. Just have to make sure we don't have these boards open when it happens
Maybe he thinks since he found OW I will get back at him and find OM? I am so not ready for that and I am not sure if I ever will be. That's the last thing I need right now. But it doesn't hurt to show him that I can look good and have friends and have a life outside of kids and work. Make him see what he is missing.
And I know he thinks I look good because I see him checking me out. He can pretend all he wants but I know the real story.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
Like I said, God just keeps telling me to be still and wait.
This mantra has gotten me through the last 5 months. Whenever I wanted to say/do something God would be like No...just wait...your time is coming. And I think it is! Yours too!!!
