welcome to this roller coaster of a ride. It sounds like you've been separated for a while.
How has life been since your H moved out? Do you have any contact with him now? If so, what is it typically like?
Does he have contact with your kids?
What are you doing for yourself? Are you seeing a C?
Come here often to share, vent, read.
There are people who are newbies like you, and there are people who have "been there, done that". You'll be able to find support, get an occasional 2x4 (if needed), and will hopefully find some good laughs along the way.
