1 HOUR UNTIL MEDIATION!!!

Wow...the reality of this all is almost so overwhelming...my insides are all out of whack. I just know we are moving too fast on all this...serious regret is going to set in real quick for her. But, I've been regretting it all along, this does not have to happen, we do still love each other - it's so sad.

But, I'm working out right now...getting pumped! smile Gonna look good for her...smell good...be good. I'm going to stay calm, stay polite, stay sweet....but I will stay strong!


Me:44, W: 39
D:16, D:14, D:11(special needs)
M:17, T:21+
Bomb:3/18/12
W contacted mediator for D:3/27/12
Separate since bomb
Mediation, signed agreement 5/17/12
No talk of D since mediation